1st check up since i was put in remission

So tomorrow is my first check up since i was put in Remission. Just a tad nervous, which i don't know why. Tomorrow i am going to have a blood test and a chat and check up with the Dr. Nothing ever showed up in my blood work any different before and i have felt pretty good. I think it just has something to do with these appointments get your brain going about "what if". Anyways i quit writing after i was put in remission and now i am back. I think the writing helped to keep me sane and i have felt a little insane lately so i am going to try and write more often. Well happy positive thoughts for tomorrow.